| well, my feet is hurting and i am writing as i am sitting down +) i know i told everyone on the web that i love cooking but i really want a real job with real benefits now +) i have been applying online on charityvillage and on my hospital's website +) i have only been online at night though, cause i wanna leave my phone lines open for any potential employers+) i have applied to every job i saw online +) maybe i really should get that high speed internet access +) it's in between jobs and i am in my hospital writing as my feet are hurting badly, i have been working since 7:30 am +)but i have another shift tonight starting at 4:30 pm +) i am getting my cpr updated at the hospital where its cheaper +) if i get a job here they pay for your cpr classes +) it seems like the hospital has everything i need in hospital benefits and more +) i am finally happy to be where i want to be +) Could a gal ask for more???+) |
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| more time to breathe today +) i just had an amazing interview with nutrition health services department at my hospital +) turns out they have a big conveyor belt for everything, dishes, food trays, catering +) its amazing what they do in a hospital +) its like a big power plant for food here +) it's supposed to be reallie noisy and hot in the power plant, but i don't reallie care +) i reallie reallie hope that I get the job and be able to support my family and bunnies better +) i don't reallie care what kind of job i get at the hospital as long as it has stable hours with benefits +) these days i have been looking for work at night and keeping my line open during the day in case someone calls me for work +) i have to keep looking every single day cause jobs pop up everywhere +) i have been looking in job newspapers also +) but my main site is charity village and my hospital's website +) new jobs pop up almost everyday except on holidays and weekends +) i usually go around my neighbourhood and give people my resume but this time i want a real job to pay off my student loans +) i need a job that pays good with good health benefits +) wish me luck in finding a long lasting job that is truly stable +) then my career will be set for life and everyone around me will be happy, especially me +) |
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| well, i finally have some time to breathe today +) i am at work as usual cause i got called this morning to come to work while my boss was stuck in traffic from pickering +) the rt train had an accident with someone trying to commit suicide in front of the train or jumping off the train +) i was saddened by the event but i had another day of full day's work for me +) i wonder what would make someone be so suicidal they don't have time to think twice about whom they would be scaring while they jump off the train to end their life +( i hope and pray to God that they were happy to regain their life back and be able to live happily for the rest of their newly found lives +) it's true, lots of people complentate dying on the subway, bridges and trains +( maybe it gives them a thrill secretly to end their lives in such a hurried way and in such a spectacle, for which they would be remembered +( i find that way of dying very cowardly and selfish +( you scare kids, adults and your family to death thinking of what kind of suffering you must have went through at the end of your life and the kind of pain that must have passed while you were dying +) it gives them a horrible thought of your last momments here on earth +( i wish that people acutally think things through before they start thinking sad and depressive thoughts about ending their lives +( for me, i can't think of anything that is more terrifying than death itself +) death, sickness and suffering scares me alot +) the world goes by anyhow, even if you want huge drama in the last moments before you die +( these people just want more people to care about them, and hopefully social workers, family and friends out there can try to do their part to be in their lives and try to help them more +) nothing is so bad it's worth dying about +( |
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